Absurd Contradiction

You Gave Me Smile ,,,,,
You Gave Me Strength,,,,,
You Gave Me Hope ,,,,,
You Gave Me ,,,,,Dreams

What Has You 've done To me ????

You Make Me Sad ,,,,,
You Make Me Weak ,,,,,
You Make Me Lost ,,,,,
You Make Me Numb ,,,,,

What Has You 've Done To Me ????

Can't You See,, I Am Waiting ????
Can't You hear ,I Am Crying ????
Can't You feel it,, that i am  Trying ????

Why You Do This To Me ????

I 'll take all Sorrow ....
I 'll Grab all Pain ....
I m tired Being Your Victim ....
I Surrender With all my Confusion .....

I need To Walk away ....
Plz Don't Take Hand ,,,,,
Maybe i Can't Stay Away ,,,,,
I am begging you,, just Say Good Bye .....

You are  Just a Page in My Life.....
The Chapter I need to Close .....
Let Me Breath for A while .....
I need To Feel my Self .....
Let me stand on my feet again .....

I have to Turn Away .....
I need to find my way .....
Let Me Sing my Pain,,,,,
And let Universe Falling .....

I've Got My Lesson .....
I will disappear Soon.....
Keep your UnHOLY Confession,,,,,
it Just Another Promise To Burnt .....

Why I let you do this ????
You are Just Absurd Contradiction

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# geezz why i wrote this creepy stuff ? o.O
Dunno its just inside my cracky head ! lol
again,, i am sorry for bad grammar ! *Just sayin >,<